i know it is but there are things that you can not dominate and as a result of it you can find yourself in a condition that u couldnt even imagine for your entire life. to be honest i know one day it will occur but not that close, i wasnt prepared for it. this produced an effect someone hit me with a steel-pan for hours in the head. now? i am sitting here with bloodshot eyes and empty brain.. totally perplexed and without a clue..